I have recently recruited a ghost writer to help me endeavour on a life long ambition of mine which is to write a book. Before I became a domme this was something I had wanted to do in regards to my life and the things have seen and done to date.
Now that I am a well recognised (some would say quite well recognised and internationally known may be another comment they may say)….. oh boy ….have I seen a whole lot more. I have more than enough naughty, maybe too naughty at times heehee but defiantly saucy and some very interesting, some may shocking stories to tell.
I feel as though we are halfway there – hoping the book will have enough content and drama to grip anyone of my fans or just someone with a keen interest in my story and memoirs of how I came to be the way I am today.
Some may say to me “wow, that was so good” (I’m hoping of course) ….others may say “why did you bother and what’s so important about you the world wants to know”. I am not saying I am in fact important (but of course I am).. I am not saying I will have a best seller… I am not saying that my story is better or worse than anyone else’s… all I am saying is that I want my loyal subs and fans to learn a bit about me.
I also want to get my story out there so I have done something positive with every little ounce of pain and hurt I have been caused by enemies (wouldn’t call them that now as look at life differently but haters maybe lol)….. or even friends and loved ones. Maybe even family at times. However, I wouldn’t change one thing, well maybe couple minor things. But most actions in my life and dramas I have been involved with, most decisions I have made and reasons behind my actions have made me who I am and I am proud of it.
I am stronger than I have ever been before.
Enough of the waffling.. my book has really empowered me (prob thought nothing could empower me more but hey this did)… it has made me bring up history that made me, once again cry in sadness and cry, with happiness. Most of the things you will read in my book is and will be factual but (I will say…. well what comes up on most reality programmes credits – “some situations and conversations have been dramatised for viewers effect” – most will be facts but a few twists of fiction may be thrown in).
I will be amending names and some other info that could be exposing anyone of any kind. I don’t want any law suits on my hands now do I?…
Anyway – to show some love and much needed support I would appreciate your feedback on whether you would want to read my memoirs and also once published then would love for you to reach deep into your pocket and buy a copy – supporting the cause to the fullest.
Anyway, with love and hate…
your Mistress Xena
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A great welcome from me in London.
Well it has been some time since have updated this blog. I feel quite bad that have neglected my page. I had some server issues which have now been sorted and hopefully will not arise again. I have had a lot going on the last few months, what with the dungeon/studio being delayed and other things in the pipeline happening – but I am happy to say that things are now settling down. I am due to go away on a short holiday early June (for 1 week only). When I return I will have the keys for my new studio and works will begin. As always I will be keeping you updated and will post photos regular especially to anyone who had tribute towards the works and or offered to help in the form of labour, services or materials. I am hoping that many of you will be excited to work for me in this way and of course I will be ordering you and abusing you as we go along, how could I not. Today I had a fab meet with a new finsub who I went for a drink with. He gave me a lovely little note in an envelope saying how I deserve it more than him, as I am a goddess – pure and simple. Apparent finsub’s take note. This sub didn’t expect anything in return. However, he got some of my time and of course the humiliation of counting out money in my hand on the street. Then after walking him back to the station I gave him a couple of kicks in his balls, as he asked so politely, how could I resist. I have had a good few sessions recently – you subs have been pleasing me. A few have come up to do my chores and housework which is always a good way to please me, usually a tribute is always expected and welcomed with open arms. For those who have been signing up to my other site www.expose-a-sissy.com / www.sissy-central.com we have recently changed our server provider so have had to iron out some issues there as well. Please, please (very rare you will see me saying please) could you just bear with us or maybe even message me with any issues or concerns that you may have as always happy to help where my sites are concerned.
My new studio/dungeon will be soooooooo exciting as I am planning many different events to be held there. Mistress training will also be available and will be holding workshops held by other top mistresses whom I have spoken to already and happy to do so. My main focus will be my sissy studio which will be available for shoots and sessions. I will have a selection of clothes, shoes and wigs there to be used. I really enjoy making over a sissy and teaching them how to become as feminine as possible. I also have a professional team on hand which will consist of a female photographer who specialises in fashion, glamour and published shoots. We will also have a female MUA (make-up artist) who will available for all different levels of make overs/photo-shoots. We are in the process or getting this together so if you are interested in this happening before the studio opens, we do have another location we can use for now.
Of course I have been keeping up with my wrestling training for any of you that follow me there. I love to meet my girls down our gym for training doing some hands on moves, throwing each other around and learning new techniques from our fab instructor who is also a fellow mixed wrestler. If you are interested in having a session with myself or one of the other sexy ladies from Model Wrestling Management (MWM) then please do not hesitate to contact me so I can point you in the right direction. I love nothing more than to throw a weak male. Many of the clients who come to wrestle with me will deny they are a sub. In my time I have found that most have sub tendencies, even if it is just aroused when wrestling. Most if not all males are subs in one way or another – weak in one way or another – submit in one way or another. Anyway, just thought would do this to show you I am still here but just been so busy Please contact me direct for any booking enquiries whether be online or for real-time sessions. I love to do both. I love nothing more than to abuse and use weak males but I of course do it with style. I will never go full mean mistress mode unless specifically required or you are feeling my wrath – which I do not recommend. Oh one last thing, I am now currently in the process of redecorating my bathroom – front room and hallway have just been done – freshly plastered, painted, new USB sockets etc . now I need my bathroom done. So, any volunteers offering to help? Slaves/subs that want to so some DIY maybe in exchange for a session let me know – it is something that may be considered especially if you have a trade. I need a woodchip wallpaper stripper, easy enough to do I know – why should I do it and get my hands and nails dirty when I have all you subs to hand. Mistresses should not have to do the DIY or heavy tasks if they do not desire. I do not desire
Take care until I post again. With Love and Hate – Xena.xxx
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I now have got a few ladies who I also do double domme with coming to the event, so feel free to message me to ask who may be attending… there will be time to book venue after 10.30pm for any sessions to be had. The following could happen:
- Foot/boot/heel sessions
- Beat down/pain also mixed wrestling (also see www.mwmuk.net for Info)
- Body/ass worship
- Sissification; dress up/make over
- Humiliate /degrade/abuse
- Many more just ask for more specific and tailored sessions
Please read for more info in regards to my next Female Supremacy support group in April 2018.
Have missed having meeting in March as very busy month for me and needed to get back in sync with the other countries who have them so works out 3rd Sat of each month.
Have copied pictures of our first ever event back in August, Jan and the last one in Feb.
The event listed on Fetlife located here – https://fetlife.com/events/629752
FSSG says – “We are a Worldwide Sisterhood pushing toward social & political change in favour of Female Leadership”
Date & Time: Saturday, April 2018 · 7:30 PM – 10:30 PM
Location: Opposite William hill bookies…. York house…400-404 York way, Camden, London, N7 9LR called Springhealth (brown door on right hand side of the shop, its open) next to Nisa local shop x
Dress code: whatever you desire as we have a private location
‘A group to discuss all things relating to female supremacy/femocracy/femdom’
Get to serve some amazing Mistresses although it is not a full session you can get to interact & serve mistresses who attend if they desire.
“These Groups are taking place in cities all around the world in unison, on the 3rd Saturday/Sunday of every month”
Arrive on time for main event but time/date varies various cities.. of course subs can attend a little earlier to serve us ladies….
You may also attend in Los Angeles, NYC, Washington DC, Chicago, Atlanta, Raleigh, Calgary Canada, St-Petersburg Russia, Berlin Germany & Istanbul Turkey and are looking for more Women to start Groups in other areas.
They are private & anonymous Female Supremacy networking & planning committees for Superior Women & subordinate men, where Women are in charge & men silently observe, obey, serve & protect.
“They are free for All women to attend & the cost for men varies for each venue”
‘Contact Me, Mistress Xena, to attend or if you are a woman who would like to start a Group in her own city at www.FemocracyGlobal.com
Location: UK, London, Camden
Twitter: @FemocracyGlobal & @FemocracyUK & @mistress_xena80
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Well…… subs, slaves, sissies and any inferior male that may be reading this (you are in-fact inferior if you are male, pure and simple) and any fellow wonderful dommes alike that may be reading this blog too……..
It is that time of the year again when I get brought loads of eggs (and no not Fabergé ones unfortunately), yes they say women love chocolate, but not as much as diamonds, never of course… Whereas I do not mind a box of chocolates now and then never would I accept food, drink or anything as such as payment…. Yes, I will accept as a gift as all reasonable gifts usually are accepted but I will never do a sessions albeit be online or real-time for my appetite….. I have heard of dommes giving sessions for meals out and shopping trips. But, for me that is all very nice and well but I do love hard earned CASH….show me the money as they say….
Cash pays my bills, cash enables me to buy the things I want, cash is a girls real best friend, sod diamonds… I only loose them (alpha will be the one to tell you that hence why he has stopped buying me them after 2 pairs of expensive earrings got lost in my hoarding, years ago and do admit I have got better with time,but still no more diamonds from alpha).
They say cash can’t bring you happiness, helllllll no not if not got anything else in life maybe not, but it can def make life a lot easier having the items you not only require but desire, want, need and of course, dream of.
Life doesn’t come cheap, in fact far from it – so most have to work hard maybe in a, let’s say white collar job, to get what you desire or at least try to get it. I do also, just in a very different way to how most ‘vanilla’ people earn their livingand LOVE it (or is that in fact true as there are MANY dommes in this world now that do findom/femdom online and in real-time and earn so well, so it is a more popular vocation than you may think).
Anyway…. anyone wanting to session take note – cash IS the way to a woman’s heart that’s a fact, well it is mine………
Wishing all you wonderful and sexy dommes out there a fantastic bank holiday weekend…. hope you get spoiled and no not with eggs unless real expensive ones…. or of course diamonds and other gifts that are acceptable by your own standards…. you deserve it..
To the subs, slaves, sissies, betas, losers, pindicks, paypigs.. gosh I could go on forever… but, all of the above and alike – enjoy your weekend,but not too much you need to save those pennies (meaning bank notes red ones are my favourite ones) to spoil us unobtainable, worthy, naturally talented, money hungry, experienced, wonderful, dominant women (we deserve it more than your wife/gf lol because we just do)…..Worship us, the superior sex, us females who you look up to from the bottom of the floor, with your sad puppy dogs eyes, so fearful but willing to please at whatever cost, beneath us which is where you all belong and should stay there submitting and serving women forever, at your peril….
Sweet dreams bitches…….. waaaaaahahahahahaha (evil laugh)……
with love & hate…..Xena..xxx
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After a 4way webcam session…….a trio of dommes and a sub (domme ménage à trois I like to call it, see photo below this post)….. I had this session today with a regular sub of mine, and some beautiful ladies who I am fortunate enough to call my friends and who are also experienced pro-dommes…. I was inspired by our skype session for this post… read on…….
Female Power…. has never, ever been more stronger……. Female Supremacy… Women that work together are more happier and I would say better off in more ways than just in their pocket.
I agree that females should do whatever they desire to earn money, whether that be graft in a hot office all day long with sweaty people around them, whether it be wait on them hand and foot as a waitress, or clean some old asses as a carer. Or maybe they like to have fun, be wined and dined and get lucky at the end of the night, whatever it may be I would NEVER judge. The only time I would judge would be if peoples lives were at risk, it was illegal (well give or take a few things) or morally just wrong. I agree that females have much more power than males, its about time that more start to embrace this and not ignore it.
A female can go to a bar flutter their eyelashes and be approached to buy a drink. I have seen some males that have the longest lashes (how unfair) and yet no matter how hard they may try flutter them no woman would offer to buy them a drink. Well I say no woman but I am sure there would be, out there somewhere that would. However, there wouldn’t be an amount of females queuing up like there would be if it was the other way round.
I believe females should use their gender and NOT bodies as such to get what they want, need, desire and dream of in life. But that doesn’t mean they can’t send a cheeky picture for some papers (cash) of course but it means no offering your body up to a male for sexual services or naked pics. But I also say if you like to go out and about, get laid often and enjoy sleeping with randoms then maybe it is more suited to you, but not for me or many others.
My monthly meetings in Camden for www.femocracyglobal.com are all about meeting and empowering women, helping them evolve in a new role in life where they ARE in control of every aspect.
I often meet women who say they couldn’t do what I do, they don’t have the confidence etc… but I just reply in saying that no matter how little confidence you have it WILL grow doing this job, with experience and time empowering you more than you have ever dreamed of. It’s such a good way to feel needed, wanted, adored even and to make you realise your true potential, something which not many vanilla people may get in their lifetime. Once I explain and enlighten them, some of whom actually now domme now full time, they thank me as have grown in confidence and of course bank balance, what more could you ask for? Those that do, do sexual things for money may not get the same feeling and gratification as a dominatrix who had fun at their subs expense, got their house cleaned, told how great they are also got to take their anger out on and made the rules up suited to them oh and did I mention getting paid nicely ££££££.
The subs/slaves/ betas etc that attend my meetings, have the excitement of being in the presence of a few novice, inexperienced, semi-pro and pro domme’s company which wouldn’t usually happen. To serve us drink, to answer questions when asked and to ask us questions if and when allowed, whatever the ladies want the ladies get. This is good a way to mingle and meet with like minded people whatever level you are at.
Growing up in London and in this world I have seen too many women hate on other women, I could never hate another woman, but only praise them for being just themselves. Don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t mean that I am at peace, love and harmony with every domme or female out there, don’t be disillusioned. I have a wrath too and any woman who disrespects me in more than one way will feel it. I do believe in female supremacy and try my hardest to work with all women but some just really cannot be worked with, therefore I leave them too it, but dare try mess with a domme and you do feel their wrath that’s a known fact, I have minions that do my work, never get my hands dirty.
Anyway, this was meant to be just a quick post to comment on how females work better together as a team and have way more fun.
Lots of love and hate (depending on who is reading this)
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Well what a busy day for me it has been, no complaints there though. I like to keep busy.
You subs are seriously like buses. I get a steady flow of the ones that are OK then many come at once, that I LOVE. I always make time for new subs and slaves etc as love to recruit new victims who are ready to learn to submit MY way.
I have done a few cam sessions today as well as a double domme session. Gosh a domme’s work is never done, so many men ahmm did I say men sorry I mean boys to discipline, so many losers to degrade and humiliate, so many paypigs to rinse and pain sluts to beat. In time, I will of course go into more detail about some of the unusual requests that I get, not mentioning any names but I am sure if you have had a session with me and I mention that particular fetish then you can get off in the fact that I AM talking about YOU. However, I say unusual but in this day and age with the internet etc. I say in my old woman’s voice “It wasn’t like this many years back when I first started” I can assure you).
I had a guy who loved ABDL today, dressing my teddy up in a diaper for him to imagine that teddy was him, ahhhh good baby boy mummy loves you, coochy coochy cooooo haha. I had my regular Scottish gay sub wanting me to get him some cock online, I just tweet about his slutty self with his personal info, have had a few exposure/consensual blackmail sessions, which are becoming one of the top three fetishes I see. Oh and also I had a real fun skype but text only session (this is usually when they wanna some cheeky fun at work or when the wife is in the other room) with a new sissy recruit, we was doing a role play audition for porn star for her debut film, it was fun she was such a naughty girl it was out first session with me but looking forward to camming with her again very soon, as the dirty bitch loved it was filth. Even my BBC hubby had a part to play. Definitely a scenario I will be using in the future.
I also have a finsub who wanted to be rinsed for all he has got but get this.. no banking, no paypal, no circle pay only Amazon Gift-cards which I suppose is better than nothing (please note I only ever take Amazon.co.uk NEVER Amazon.com as shipping’s far too much for any one item) but yes, I wouldn’t call him a finsub if haven’t even got a way to send his hard earned cash, as it turns me on so much more than gift-cards, I love the smell of money even if it is sent electronically, when I draw it out, I inhale it and get tingles all over. Anyway I do take GC’s if its the only way BUT it just encourages me to do what I like to do most and do best SPEND someone else cash too, as always feels much better.
I also had a foot sub wanting me to dom him and his sub girlfriend, always love domming a couple as it is quite rare but have had a few, some want BBC alpha some want just me. Either way I always have fun as usually have more fun with a female sub than a male sub, I tolerate females more.
Oh and one my my favorite slaves who I have yet to meet as so shy but will be very soon when he comes to serve in person, paid my phone bill – happy days well to my slave’natalie’.
Anyway that was just a little taste of my day. Fell free to tell me how yours went here in the comments or via direct message.
Hope you have had as a productive day as me today, whatever it is you have done.
With love & hate
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